Tuesday 21 September 2010

Mute Aikido



the poet has the stealth of fox
strolling to the beat of urbanite sleep
the bluest cantrel of candle flame
Molecules writhing in oblique hurricanes against impartiality

Its monarch is flowing water.
that gave cause to the moon and vanity to the sky
Its the blinded messenger galloping across plains shouting “It’s great to be alive”
like a strong afternoon in the silence of Bhudda

It chews fat with heroes and heretics
that chaperone your spirits
and tumours the spleen of the beast
whose aura is the stench of trans atlantic slavery

It is imbued with eternal youth
nauseas among oceans of people seeking salvation and cradles their seventy year slot
only to be eluded, like boats without islands
Their wingless questions criss-crossing solar waves hoping for destinations;
beyond the cosmos of our atoms

I envy the animal within that understands itself
It knows why it wants to howl and to fuck and to eat
in awe of the orb sweet yellow angel
that screams in ultra violet pitch through her hydrogen halo

Yet never does the intellect leave home without their goldfish bowl
That ‘A’ list celeb in the mirror
That inescapable escape in the apparent absence of god
It’s the wallpaper of ghosts that are mistreated

Such scaffolds of fragility are we
Such design features
Maybe I should get out of the boundaries of flesh and blood
And just get on with it
Cause sometimes I feel like energy that will never die
Nor stopped by matter when I fly

From karnak lectures
listening rewards me music
To this I succumb with pleasure
Where I might find heaven

I digest social contracts, being a vessel for temperament
as a particle of mass like a speck of beach ball dust
A cancerous spec of B grade species and evolved primate
From micro organic amphibians to paragons of evolution
to nicotine sucking by-products of our own food chain
Defined by data, immersed in illusion
Never;
does one leave home without their image
Even though everything changes
Except the speed of light

On nights when there is compulsion to breathe
I drive along the radial co-ordinates of my celestial Taurus
veering me down any road where there is no traffic
And breathe
And wonder
in stillness plagued with thought
vaguely anticipating connection
What temptation there is to love?
when hate is so much more compatible

But I know that the best artists have clay feet
and there’s no euphoria like running through fallen leaves

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