Wednesday 29 August 2012

I.D

I.D I knew nish about the windrush and invite stroke ambush to prop up the NHS and utilise the surplus to clean the rubbish of the western virus  The peacock of fascists was Enoch the racist in the epoch of prejudice that yanked my chain and was due to again and  again and again and again and again and again and again creating  thresholds between us and them  I was being told to go back home by grown up men way before I was ten The tactical onslaught began . Securing the groundwork clubs because rasta represented and reggae kept on hugging us like an anxious surrogate shielding us from the effects of an inevitable arrest On the propaganda front was a fictitious alpha man named Tarzan  The flank; your Jim Davidsons The formula of notorious becomes glorious created the legacy of alf garnet and that's not the half of it We were woven into a fabric and racism was our carpeting carefully tread  cause in police custody some of us wound up ded Flares and platforms were that norm  a wave of consciousness embraced us as socialists, and , albeit mostly about the music , there was niche  within the collective On the flipside the political riptide is Brits abide with which side their bread's buttered on , even if they know it's wrong so they go along with the subliminal indoctrination of white domination which favours beneficiaries of lighter shades of skin and it's a stronghold when a 1.6 percent population change exposes a sterile culture; imposing a new beginning  It was the 80s. And you can say whatever you want; but when the  3rd biggest opposition is the national front, it has an impact on the feeling that you actually belong Thatcher came along and it was on. Right right, left wrong And the nf chanted threatening songs legalised and strong in lynch mobs of yobs who'd jump , not fight lone brothers who'd dare walk alone at night  and scar him We'd sing and pray but everything we had to say was shirked We had riots like diets that don't work and around that time Lennox Lewis won the world championship at wembley and one of them grabs my hand and gushes 'now you and me are brothers and they shifted their complaining to the Asian invasion Much the same complaints , a bit less of the maiming  Then a music genre dramatically put it on ya but the back lash was a re-hash  of consumer fodder Thank heavens poetry is underground and the frequency is lower  See hip hop came bounding like a prodigal son before it became a boring whore , foreboding imploding in self evolving folklore.  Gladiatorially  Originally the community spoke through an independent medium with the tenet of drums and the self-fathering academia of karnac lectures and briefly the second coming showed a  face that Sodom and Gomorrah defaced with crime and bass  and as stateside was the birth place , talking loud and getting jiggy came to be a requiem of a baller called PAC and a G called biggy Their legacy reigns in the self defeated phrase 'taking the nig out of the ghetto out of the nig ' Or something Now social liberalism has a vision of equilibrium and its more practical for capitalism to colonise its rats into bunches of stats than to allow rugged individualism That's why we had to be categorised as blacks  and it's easier to stagnate than articulate the infinite bounty of the colour spectrum During the heights of civil rights it was re-typed to feel right and our heroes used negroes and since then it's been coloureds , then blacks ,then niggas on crack in self fulfilling caricatures  but before that there was a season when somebody thought we were human beings and deserved the considered distinction of being Afro-Caribbean which was  la de da caviar to our community bourgeoisie  But  Now that metropolis has become a basin of homogenised lotion  and Asians blend in and some eastern Europeans  act like homogenising's an unforseen task and they front rather than ask  what one's supposed to do in a melting pot North Africans who already trust you to do business if you're that type, some orientals who think you're to dark to respect and some English who agree but wind in their necks since there's no competitive representative elect and whose kids aint talking jafaican Now we've all finished whinging about the job stealing house packing polish exodus and there are indentured poles saying the same about Romanians ; moaning about us is so 1970s and it's a minefield cussing Muslims  In 2013 I can't help seeing eclecticism as a little suspect since we've all got radicals who are  septic  So where do you fit against my legendary  constants of the low expectation drug dealing penis wielding handbag stealing sucker punches that blight like red traffic lights on the road of my life And there's a thing Where wil that leave my children reared in a series of rotating interventions where everything we could possibly need is at our disposal yet something's missing Like decisions So who the heck am I now. Who are any one of us 

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