State of play today

  

Bible slandered

Wanting

Not wanted

Squandered

Overruled through ridicule 

Tools forged in schools

With indoctrinations of lies as education 

Lied to

Lied about

 pseudo scientific lies

Historic lies

Geographic lies

Religious lies

The hunter tells the story

not the lion

The brown skinned boy , referenced black man

demonised in demon's eyes

Degraded 

emasculated

Terrorised

Sodomised 

bastardised , still we rise

muddied 

Bloodied 

to bloody hell

bloody well studied well

Played raw

Paid for and

made into poor black folk

Nice black guys chuckle along at black jokes

Displaced

living the malaise

of trance

Past is prose, 

our present unprecedented 

Disbanded and rebranded 

Disengaged

behind endless smokescreens of misrepresentation justifying condemnation 

Sisters try defecting

to cancer infecting assimilating

imitating

weaves and false tresses

perpetuate white boys mistresses

stimulating self hate day to day to second nature

but all you have to pray to is a

Caucasian Jesus, 12 disciples , moses , god and side-lined mother 

now if they came from Africa then even I would laugh at ya

Culling you

while you

tell you

it's not me

It's you purging you

and there's more pleasures than sandstone

so elders witness grandsons thrown away in anthems

Yep, they do it like a brother

They do it like a dude

They do it like dis-embowelled warriors in an abstract war

Seasoned with silence of suffered women 

Cool black guys laugh at a harmless bit of ribbing. 

They don't have a chip on their shoulder. 

Hang ups

issues

misguided isms

Free from deserts

desert dogs

warlords

nomads

infant mortality

screams of the sleepless

Alright black guys are with it

They got lyrics

They talk in rap like

spoof zealots

parodies of westerns 

it's so entertaining 

When Tarantino glove puppets

and MTV minstrels 

play pied piper

for lick shot young  shotters  

with big man shooters 

from any military base

passed past noses of military brass

without a tributary of a trace , registration or investigation 

and blind

blind sided

uninformed 

misguided

ill fated entrepreneurs of  government provided coke and anybody else's weed

Seeking icons among victims. Escape routes among detainees. Answers from the asking. Reacting 

and reacting to the actions of reactions 

Acting

Packed in

Aggravated

Impacting

Pop full stops on the story of living with a pride of snipers

off loading surplus grievance to the mind's mirror

Well adjusted black guys have a giggle with the boys cause it's only a bubble and a titillated audience raise a glass and a subsidised chuckle since according to the stats

more white boys are arrested for  street and drug related violence than blacks

Polluted with  intense  inter-competition 

so disfranchised that its all consuming 

Tormenting

Revolving

Stopped ! and searched

singled out to make

contrasting fates

Them's the breaks

Friendly black guys laugh at all friendly black jokes made by his new mates

The best you'll get for a sense of entitlement

Nigarised with collusion cause some recognition's better than nothing

Devalued as sub human. Neanderthal primitive 

So trivialised everybody got a nationality but you nerve wracked emasculated warriors evaded by battle

Abandoned

Subject to degradation, 

humiliation

Disjointed

Untested

stunted ;

Deflated

Inflicted

Implicated

Violated

Cheated

Mis-treated

Patronised 

Marginalised 

Disfranchised 

Automatically criminalised

detained

Desensitised

Scapegoated

Played for votes

Conscripted

Depicted

Inflicted with distrust

Socially cautious

Mentally nauseous 

Nice black guys laugh at black jokes 

 he's just like us

Relentlessly subjugated

Bypassed

Typecast

Speculated as

sociopathically opportunistic ; enthusiastic. Will make a song about it denigrating sisters

Those Gesticulating

Gang bating 

brother hating

Reaching for the skin bleaching 

Over sexualised

Barely recognised  

Seeking status

in other races

manipulated

Conditionally integrated

This is under stated

Mothers coasting

Motherland hosting 

outscourced conflicts 

Natives burn the soil of her to vacate districts for western industrialists

still the empire's willing bitch

Hosting laboratory made HIV and AIDS

depopulating the trustees

hosting flies that suck from  eyes of kids who could've been me except

Africans don't mate 

diasporic 

don't mate africans 

We dis-associate

Disrespect

Don't re-invest

Add to the mess 

No togetherness makes us powerless

and penniless  hence underrepresented in business and congress

Tethered to a history of

Arab then Muslim enslavement

Then Jews abused

for industrialism's fuse 

Now in the light of

European nazism 

American ill-treatment 

U.k subjugation

Australian rejection

Asian de-humanisation 

pleasant , forward thinking black guys laugh at flippant black jokes

Africa sinks into the pockets of who hasn't had a piece yet

everybody stares at , shrugs shoulders and sniggers in passing at 

the future underclass 

whilst we are consequently dying

COLONIST

Ubiquitously

Suffocating

Hell driven 

Parasitical

Progress obsessed

Money praising 

greedy

Low vibrating 

Pontificating

Depreciating

Veil wearing

Culture bastardising

Love lacking

Fair fight fearing

Bland till overbearing

Lucifer endearing

Cloak and dagger mannequin

AAAARRRRGGGGHH !!!!!

Alphabetically

arrogant

Barbaric

Counter intuitive

Disconnected

Elitist

fortressed

Greeeedy

Hypocritical

Irresponsible 

jingoistic 

Kaniving

lecherous 

malicious

negligent

Opulent

Perverted

Quintessential 

Ruthless

Sodomising 

Two-faced

underhand 

vindictive

white

Xenophobic 

yellow bellied

Zit

Fleeting

You're supposed to get the impression that.....

in England you should be happy with your lot 

Cause in europe you could get shot by some dick with a kalishnikov 

get blown up in Northern ireland in a chip shop 

or in Israel at a bus stop  

by some maniac strapped in semtex and a wrist-watch 

programmed in a rush to meet his god 

In the middle east

you might be executed by police

or the army

if no-one's hit and killed them

and the next day streets swarm with swaths of vociferous men in synchronicity of contemporary dancers

No longer asking appropriate questions but appropriating answers

It's them against the top men who made their friends the U. N and lay on a mattress of currencies fertilised with blood , lined with grief and embroidered with the thread of militia

They did not recruit sadists by nature, but in the politics of pragmatism before principle ,it's the barbarity of  deputised nutters, that precisely butters the bread for the kind of men who'd manage mankind ;

Who smoke screen our  immeasurable potential  with the cowardly stimulus of secularism 

by proxy  of creed

Some-one's being killed right now cause they're black or white or they have an insignificant variation on god  

or because of they're job 

and every other day somewhere a woman's getting murdered because she has the audacity to fancy a guy from another sect. Maybe daddykins'll slit her neck

and yet we take such pride in being the species with the greatest intellect

 when many a kid gets knifed in his chest cause of the last three digits of his address

You know, in Morocco if you're raped they'll call  you  slut 

and 

you live in shame 

but if the rapist let's you marry him it'll restore your family's name

So, though slitting the stomach of a pregnant women as a display then stomping on the unborn foetus is  unmentionable in the history of commonwealth slavery, today babies are fried alive in Syria

and being bound in an automobile tyre filed with petrol then set alight is given the charming title of necklace in Mogadishu 

 If you're female this might include shards of glass shoved into the vagina for vindictive measure

Rohingyan Burmese refugees are shot at and turned back into the Naaf estuary by   Bangladeshi authorities as they flee from such atrocities such as living babies impaled on upturned swords by Buddhists , defined by their devotion to godness

So they never pass the sliding door of an Indian shore but maybe the border's helicopters bombs will save them being burned alive if they made it home. 

Though if they miss the west will soon sell drones 

soon to be operative from western kid's smartphones

as the rise of the machine is on the horizon , expanding it's slot 

indicating there's more to some of those futuristic movies with autonomous robots

Our evolution seems to be fermenting

as humanity is starting to rot

I mean

When America dropped the first atom bomb on Japan victims were random

and that was an uncalled for show of bravado to the soviet union

But then 30 years later to drop a worst one on Vietnam and not give a damn

If it follows that if the first time they never meant it well by the second they must have been be demented

The chain of generational deformities is unprecedented

But so is this

Late 2012 and a young boy swings a sword too big for him to handle to try to behead, 

the shackled captive of guerrillas spurning him on , but  the man ain't ded

chop after chop 

So one holds the beard while the kid hacks at the neck with a knife till the head comes off and he holds it aloft

and the men who shunted his youth out of him chant with the incense of mislead value ,god is great

Well excuse me for losing my flow

but thats not fucking great

Heaven knows how we've spiralled when the video went viral

In Tanzania. They will surprise an albino child at dinner and cut his fingers off to  crush the bones cause a witch doctor named Jesus says it'll bring you , not him or the victim; riches
And in some proximity
inter tribal rivalry has shown men
Sever the limbs of opposing villager's children
So that they won't ever hold a Russian AK47 

Homeless children in Brazil are still target practice for police squads

called  extrajudicial deth squads culling the orphan vermin for urban communities

and that's their daily reality

A small proportion

become a profitable bonus 

of organ donors 

exports

But from London to the near east to south east Asia to the middle east a mother will take her few weeks to fifteen year old daughter to what she'll call a party where six women will be waiting for a batch of few weeks to fifteen year old daughters to hold them down one by one while they cut off her clitoris with a scissors in the name of tradition . 

The scar to be ripped open years later during marriage consummation

For extra change they'll use a fresh razor 

Yes , in London

where the copper that kills you wont make it to court

cause it's all nepotism and injustice is bought

So this poem is a candle I light 

because I'll never forget the image of that Chinese man making a stand with grocery bags in his hands 

facing tanks in Tianaman Square and didn't even flinch with fear

so consequently disappeared

because a fleeting brushes the pages of  fate

and nothing steers more caution than knowing you're close to a portion on the grim reaper's plate 

so every second, the quick ones and the very very long ones,  contain a droplet of prayer even though I don't believe in God

but I am so afraid , 

so astonished 

so disappointed and so ashamed

and the words that overload my gritted jaw are not for ears to hear

because what's more remarkable than mans consistent inhumanity  in light of experience is his hell driven perversity in spite of knowledge

Music.....Winchester lady by bob James 

Moments in love

LBC incidously

So there was this series of riots and there were the active and the scared and amateur filming and eclectic involvement of ages, nationalities , creeds and gender  and all played their roll with unprecedented gusto

 It was an establishment embarrassment 

and the media for the best part had a knee jerk race to the conclusion line and pulled the joker : an easy-sell spin from the hot smoke of yester-year  : race riots by that accessible bogey man; the disenfranchised blacks

Even in Salford shopping centre where a brown face was hard to find it's open season as usual

Que the pseudo sociologist because the fantastical statutes of  scientists have been the granite of belief systems

 David Starky   pronounced that the sociopathy was black culture and its contemporary slang was classically Jamaican , revitalising his career in a spiritual rebirth of Enoch Powell straight on to the front page of a neo nazi online magazine

So what then had we lived through childhoods that danced to mowtown every time there was daylight and some nights when us conservatively disciplined children were allowed .  That giggled at camp white impersonators on top of the pops whos excessive efforts made them ironically far too clumsy to flow. 

When we loved our afros with teeming pride that warmed us inside. Cheered on all white football teams and held motorcycles in awe of cool. When we imitated teddy boys for fun and fell for the commercial notion that was Elvis and all these decorated our walls in 3ft posters while we played cricket in the garden or hide and seek in the house or monopoly with the whole family, famously; passionately, heavenly blissful to the dangers hovering in the patient future

A while after the riots James O Brien discussed the use of the N word on LBC.

 London's biggest conversation they call it. Oh I used to love that James O Brian. He's so eloquent ; so verbally poised; so clever. A writer's icon; and even though the niggling criticism was that LBC was a station of bourgeois nonsense I couldn't resist the scaramoosh cut and thrust of this mans verbal flair.

The ego of faith blinded me from the obvious when every other sense screamed at me that O Brien was wading in the free-for-all race pool .

On uncreative days Jenny Hartley-Brewer.. and Christopher Foufas.... stoked embers that could've become pyres

With the technique of  repetition they would eurocentise data 

They would redefine reality , the essence of power by chopping the reanimating noses off of sphinxes  

and stir my fire that wanted to level their castle with the fibres of honesty that silence hums of gossiping tongues 

When I wake I will cleanse my mouth before even water touches my throat since all roads are paved with logic

Then I cleanse and cream every centimetre of my strong skin 

while absorbing sound because I come from larger families in a team community

Still I religiously dismissed Mr O Brian's dismissal of three callers , aggrieved at their subjugation under the N word

But Rubik was too big for his cube

It took the words to burst out of the horses mouth but he actually spat  'it's black culture' 

The impact was such a headache that I shamefully honoured his shit by reflecting . I remembered how my mums law was that street slang stopped at the front door. That her fan wall poster was of an elegantly suited, ultra charismatic , highly principled super being called Cassius Clay whose iconism  has never been found wanting . His bold aesthetic profile took pride of place.  

On the living room walls were the three porcelain geese/doves ? in flight and some of those ghastly affirmation pics of clouds with a Christian philosopy emblazoned to imply it was ephemeral 

Among my moms albums was Sparrow , a gay ( meaning joyful) calypso singer, lord Kitchener and" she would sing anything from Petula Clark to Johnny Nash  and it awed me that there was a dimension that one would diametrically occupy singing a song, radiating the invincible angel.

Thanks to her the news was prominent  on tv. There was also crossroads and documentary . And a dashing Hollywood Italian American caught her eye so she named my brother Mario 

Dads was cricket, boxing and current debate. He had played saxophone but never spoke about it. Might have been something to do with having served in the army and that dislodged sense of self worth

Before men became men we spent eternities watching our womenfolk in ceremonial preening transforming from my pillows ( shoulders, thighs, bellies, empathies ) to cakes with icing for the  big world to eat . Their hearts beating to pop, reggae or something   Dylan-esque

Cooking was as gender exclusive as who   took out the trash and we'd eat egg and chips today then bakes and saltfish tomorrow. Assorted biscuits were plentiful 

If you got out of line you'd take a few straps that were effective to smack most back into line and mom was the boss. Everyone else, and cousins were always on call to sarogate by nature as aunts constantly wiped food off of our faces with heavy hands

There was neither time nor pronunciation of self depreciation

We had too much love to accommodate guns. They were the hidden jewel in episodes of Starsky and Hutch where a young destitute basketball  playing kid was ruining his promising career in intermittent episodes.  Always in America 

Now another big brother's  forging yet another template  of nations' sibling rivalry; transmitting through the airwaves of electromagnetic spectrums

He was digital when we were physical , sneaking into your ears when we sing the blues. 

So it was Nick Ferarri's turn. Another day , another pundit, same principle, same scapegoat, varied angle.   Sociopathy and ebonics  ; and if I hadn't cottoned on after all these years to the illuminesque pattern of nurtured racism I'd have been blind deaf and dumb. Losing his composure with an incompatible caller he bellowed ' its Black Culture ' and the penny dropped as though it were golden brown and sucked by gravity to forge a slot into my  forehead . 

Truth is exclusive. Unlike national radio licenced and supported by corporate advertising

There's a national black newspaper but if the voice weekly is really covertly owned by a white Jewish woman then the chances of them publishing my shit is less than that of the tabloid trash they emulate

As if everyone doesn't sub consciously know that marginalised dictates that obeying the law and going to work to ensure you a reasonable life was on the  whole, not for us 

and agent provocateurs are strategically placed and equipped to ensure that brainwashing leaves a stain that forms peninsulas beyond the boundaries of culture